[Haruhi, for her part, is stunned. It's not a simple "oh Kyon talked back" because really, that's not uncommon. It's not uncommon to get into this argument or for her to have the swirling mess of feelings she tends to have in her chest about the two boys next to her. It's that Kyon feels it too - that Kyon acknowledges something that she herself realized over the course of time in Luceti about her and his relationship. Something that, somehow, she didn't think he would know already.
But then, he is from the future. Maybe--
That's not fair. This whole thing isn't fair. Her eyes go from something shocked to something distant in a flash, and the fight ebbs out of her. Because really, what could be said - "I was in love with you," "we dated for a year and you don't remember it," "you left and I never got closure," "I found closure by falling in love again," "I betrayed that person I fell in love with, three times," and "finally, that person I loved broke my heart again." Heartbreak after heartbreak and one failed romance stacked on top of another. She's gone through so much of it, and she realizes now jut how little of it all she's shared with this Kyon. Sharing it now, throwing it at the back of his head, would be so simple. And yet... she can't bring herself to move.
It's cold outside. It's cold, but it should be raining. Instead, she just stares, distantly, at Kyon.]
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But then, he is from the future. Maybe--
That's not fair. This whole thing isn't fair. Her eyes go from something shocked to something distant in a flash, and the fight ebbs out of her. Because really, what could be said - "I was in love with you," "we dated for a year and you don't remember it," "you left and I never got closure," "I found closure by falling in love again," "I betrayed that person I fell in love with, three times," and "finally, that person I loved broke my heart again." Heartbreak after heartbreak and one failed romance stacked on top of another. She's gone through so much of it, and she realizes now jut how little of it all she's shared with this Kyon. Sharing it now, throwing it at the back of his head, would be so simple. And yet... she can't bring herself to move.
It's cold outside. It's cold, but it should be raining. Instead, she just stares, distantly, at Kyon.]