['...You know, Haruhi is kind of cute when she's like this. Or no. Maybe that's not even the right word. Haruhi is...
As I've said before, Haruhi is always Haruhi. Even this Haruhi. But this is when she's really being most like the Haruhi underneath, despite being outwardly most like the Haruhi on top.
I don't know, though. Maybe I'm reading too much into that. I just suddenly feel strangely comfortable with it. Maybe that was the thing. Maybe she didn't know what to think of me being back here, after time passed for her. And I'm going to have to see what to think of her, in the same way. And maybe even in a situation as stupid and small as this (and may my aunt be damned forevermore for creating the nickname anyway), it comes out... Whether it's okay to go back to how it was between us at home, or whether she's beyond that now.
And I've been saying for a month now that I've got to choose the former. But do I? What does it mean? Is it because I want to hang on to what was special between us that doesn't seem the same anymore? Is this her thinking about doing the same thing?
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As I've said before, Haruhi is always Haruhi. Even this Haruhi. But this is when she's really being most like the Haruhi underneath, despite being outwardly most like the Haruhi on top.
I don't know, though. Maybe I'm reading too much into that. I just suddenly feel strangely comfortable with it. Maybe that was the thing. Maybe she didn't know what to think of me being back here, after time passed for her. And I'm going to have to see what to think of her, in the same way. And maybe even in a situation as stupid and small as this (and may my aunt be damned forevermore for creating the nickname anyway), it comes out... Whether it's okay to go back to how it was between us at home, or whether she's beyond that now.
And I've been saying for a month now that I've got to choose the former. But do I? What does it mean? Is it because I want to hang on to what was special between us that doesn't seem the same anymore? Is this her thinking about doing the same thing?
It's too much for a stupid nickname to bear...'
After that prolonged pause:]
Haruhi.
...You know, I would be thankful if you didn't.
But... it's okay. It's okay, whatever you decide.