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30th: The Study of Haruhi Suzumiya

[Action Part 1: 15th -> 20th]

[Following her break up, Haruhi didn't tell anymore. Not explicitly. She didn't see Winry either, didn't go the Smithy, didn't go the Hughes house, and has yet to use any of the relationship cards she has left (why would she? Most of the ones she has are just inane things anyway... maybe she will in time). Instead, she just hits the books in the library hard. Studying absolutely everything she can find about magic, alchemy, or other superpowers which she hopes/wills to be learnable through effort on her part. She's even trying to practice some of the stuff she finds in there, though with limited success due to how foul her mood is.

This sets the stage for her whole week, really. Wake up, make breakfast out of habit, go the library, study obsessively, and when she can't study anymore (around the actual meeting times in the early afternoon) she goes and hangs out at the SOS-Brigade's HQ, nominally to check out how people are doing with preparations for the cultural festival. But he heart isn't really in it, not yet. She hopes it'll be there again before the day of. Anyway, from there, skip lunch, maybe go to All Passions, then back to the library until she comes home to House 10 quite late. Snack thing at about 10PM, go to sleep, repeat.]

[Action Part 2: 22nd]

[A certain voice message is what totally breaks her out of her stupor. Because frankly (and she knows unfairly) the idea of Winry going out drinking (probably celebrating her singleness with that bitch) while she's stuck with just being frustrated on her day just pisses her off. She doesn't even want to spend her day with Winry right now, which is why despite them agreeing to meet on Sundays she made absolutely no effort to run into her. ...It's not that Haruhi's stupid. She knows Winry is upset too, and she knows that the other girl won't be celebrating. But it's so much easier to be mad than it is to be miserable. It's for that reason she attempts her longest teleportation yet that that night, going all the way from the library up to the roof of House 10. And she's going to just be sitting there on the roof of House 10 all night, looking up at the sky. Trying to be right again.

It's eerily similar, to anyone who has been here long enough to remember, to Haruki's reaction to Kyonko going home, actually. She promises that this is the last night to herself. She'll be better after this. Because moping (yes, she has been moping, hasn't she) like she has been is stupid anyway.]

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I mean it seems like you're thinking about something else. You're not planning on springing some kind of surprise, are you?

If I was, would I tell you?

[...There's no gusto in this though, she doesn't know why she tries]

No, but I might be able to get you to give away a clue.

...

Look. Are you okay...?

[Head flop]

I'll be fine. It's just one of those times.

['I really hope this isn't just about one of "those" times as in ... those times.']

Anything happen, or is it just -- post-experiment stuff, maybe?

['That doesn't really make sense though.']

If I tell you I'm on my period, will you shut up?

[Yes. She went there]

... If you want me to shut up, you can just say shut up.

Then shut up!

[Ugh, okay, squirming into to nap or something]

...

[He shuts up, but he doesn't go away, just taking a seat.]

[Fine you sit there. She'll just... be sitting there, sulking. Face down on the table]

[He'll let her stew for a while, but finally turns back to her to make another assay.]

Haruhi...

[To be honest, he's not sure what to do to provoke her to talk to him. Both of the times he can think of that she's spilled before -- about the baseball game she went to, and after the ENOZ concert, he didn't do anything special except be there, so he's at a little loss. But, onwards.]

Hypothetically, if I were feeling bad about something, I could come talk to you about it, right?

Hypothetically, that's my obligation as Brigade Chief, yeah.

[She rolls her head to actually look at him]

Right. But say, uh... Say the Brigade Chief... Well, say you're on a mission, and the Acting Brigade Chief needs to talk to someone. Who should they talk to?

..Well Keiichi has a girlfriend [...Ugh] and he also has Minato who he's attached at the hip to, so I guess them. Failing Keiichi, Azusa's well put together, so I don't even know her support system. If we're talking fully hypothetically, if Koizumi showed up when would he even have problems?

['Koizumi has plenty of problems. Knowing where the lines of personal space are. But he can consult me on that.']

Okay. And while we're at it... Who would you talk to?

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[Her face looks confused a moment, and then she sighs. In practice... Shiki, Minato, ...Winry. Close friends, and people she knows,... loves. But right now she's just had her heart ripped out by someone she depends on more than anyone, and all she can feel is tired]

...I'd work it out myself, obviously.

Well, there's a reason you set this Brigade its mission. Because that doesn't always work.

[...]

...Anyway, I'll probably stay here for a while.

[...Hah. He's right, of course. That just pisses her off more, but at the same time, when she rolls her head to not look at him she smiles a little. She also makes a noise of agreement. Good, that's... good that he's here]

[He'll let the silence reign again for another while, then. Mentally, he's wondering whether it's perhaps about Mikuru or Yuki leaving. For him, Yuki's presence was short enough to seem more like an unexpected gift -- he hadn't had time to get used to her being around yet to miss her again in a fresh way -- but maybe it was different. And Mikuru, of course, was different.

He'll watch her narrowly from his seat now, pretending to be flipping through the journal, but really waiting to see what she'll do next.]

[...Finally, finally after a long time of cursing Winy, cursing Ed, and cursing Luceti, she decides to share something. A seemingly unrelated memory. She's still not looking at Kyon as she said it]

A girl named Usagi Tsukino used to be in this SOS-Brigade, you know.

['You know, Haruhi, I can do that head-desk thing too, but probably not as long as you can.'

On a lower level, he notices that she's calling it "this Brigade" to him now, too, and for some reason, that makes him sad. Not that it isn't how he thinks of it, but he didn't expect her to accept that.]

Yeah? What happened to her?

Well, she went home... twice, actually. One of those times she came back middle aged, but she was actually a at least hundreds of years older, I never really got the details. I think there's a new Usagi Tsukino here now, but she's a different person than the one I knew. ...Even beyond the memories, I mean, she's like when those messed up versions of Mikuru and Yuki showed up.

...Messed-up versions? What was messed up about them?

['Though that certainly was a freaky example to give. Hundreds of years older and then completely different? Sheesh.']

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